A few days of sunshine and warmth have been interspersed with the quickly approaching cold weather of winter. Lucky enough, my work group and I were timber framing in the greenhouse through the first rainstorm of fall. As the noise of rain pattered against the newly lain plastic, our hands worked feverishly to chisel out and bore through the posts and beams that we milled out of trees from our forest. We are solely using hand tools to make the frame, which has been an incredible and painful process of learning to use new muscles! Timber framing here at Maggie’s seems to be one of those full circle moments of sustainability where all of the work that we are doing is derived from the very forest that we maintain. Its mind boggling and the first day of learning about our plan to build a 16 x 25 ft. timber frame left my brain feeling like mush. Slowly but surely I was able to wrap my brain around the work and actually find myself enthralled in the process of building and carving out beams that will be supporting such a massive structure.
Along with working on our timber frame, we have finished our final harvest for our 175-member CSA. As we cleared the final beds of broccoli greens, kale, and turnips, we would find them completely covered in glistening frost. It was a beautiful and chilly experience that left my hands numb from the ice of their leaves. As we boxed up our last CSA distribution, I joined Carlen in cutting thyme and oregano from our home garden to bundle up and place in little bags for each customer. The smell of the herbs lingered on my hands as we wrapped up our day. Since our harvesting is finished for the year, we are beginning to delve into the depths of learning how to test and analyze soils to prep for next years planting. By digging into the ground and looking at its various layers, we are beginning to understand what we will have to add to our soil (compost or lime for example) in order to have all the nutrient levels and the pH level appropriate for whatever crops we decide to sow. My hands have thoroughly loved being covered in dirt and it is beginning to seep into the small cracks forming on my fingers from working!
Another moment from the last few weeks was taking the last few pigs here to the slaughter house. The day that we took the pigs was an intense day of self-reflection and coming face to face with my first experience at a slaughter house. Since that day, I have felt that there is nothing more intense than to see the animals you have raised and cared for being taken into a building where they will take their last breath. As sad of an experience as it was for me, I feel that is was also such a beautiful thing to be exposed to the raw and unfiltered experience of seeing where your food truly comes from. By pushing on the edges of what I am comfortable with, I can feel myself beginning to ask more questions and seek more answers in the search to understand my own consumption of meat.
Another big moment was being one of the milkers of our mini-jersey cow, Goldie. Every morning and evening my chore partner and I would venture into the barn and set up Goldie in her stanchion in order to begin the milking process. The scene was usually relatively peaceful as she would chew her hay and slurp up water. The occasional kick of the bucket would always jostle me out of my meditative milking state, as if she was reminding me that she wanted more hay. One of my most cherished memories from my time milking was when I would rest my head against her warm body as I sat on our bucket while milking. There is something so peaceful about those types of moments with animals, something to always remember for sure. I definitely have seen a tremendous increase in my speed as a milker, as well as my forearm strength! All of the milk that we have here at Maggie’s now is raw, and goldie-fied. Our milk fridge is like a massive holder of beautiful bottles of gold! There is nothing like it, it is simply the best.
Snapshot from the last few weeks: The sun had begun to set on one of the Bailey’s bright grass fields that is lined with trees that were holding onto the last remnants of fall. As we rode through the field, the sky began to turn brilliant shades of pink and gold, making the whole experience feel like it was out of a movie. There are moments in life where I am utterly blown away by the beauty of nature and my surroundings, and this was one of them. I am constantly delighted by the beauty of New England. As Alicia moved back to the cart, I stepped up to the driving seat and grabbed the straps, instantly feeling at home. ‘Come up team!’ I spoke firmly, and off we rode into the woods, heading back to the Bailey’s barn for the evening. Learning to use my hands with the draft horse straps was like a dance. As I moved my hands, gliding them to choke up on the straps, I felt as if my body knew what to do without me having to think about it. Before our draft horse workshop I would have never thought that I would have been comfortable working with such large animals. I was proven wrong once our teacher, Jay Bailey, facilitated the space for me to learn.